Wednesday, January 2, 2013


                   The Year that was ......2012

we.....
- started running
-attended 3 fun runs
-went to Pagsanjan to spend r & r with hubby
-went to Stilts for my Birthday last October
-designed and spent humongous hours for alumni events
-enrolled the kids to musical instrument classes
-finally went back home to visit
-spent time more than once out of town with the family Subic, Batangas,Tagaytay...
-said bye to my hp dv5 
-had a frustrating time selling and promoting plays
-got hooked literally...
-had my hair rebonded for the first time on a December
-started planning for the house
-had to spend time for my mom in laws operation
-went to Pinatubo and walked 56 kms
- joined for the first time the Tour of the fireflies.
-am still alive after that weird Mayan Calendar nonsense!



Yes 2012 was a great year!!! Had so much blessings, frustrations and lessons!
Thank God I survived all the challenges and am ready to take on 2013!

The broken keys can still make music.....





Last Christmas, I revisited memories of childhood...my old Weinstein Piano.. That Oil Pastel painting we picked up in Sagada....The old tree from way back.......Everything seemed normal ..but not quite.  There were shadows of sadness lurking for things missing........ and if only the tree could talk then he would whisper them to you. 


Thursday, November 22, 2012


The Folly of Worry in Light of Our Future

Tuesday, November 20, 2012
by John MacArthur
Much of our anxiety is born out of concerns and uncertainty regarding our future. We get caught up in our plans and programs, overlooking the blessings of today and obsessing over uncontrollable details on the horizon.
Jesus said, “So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own” (Matthew6:34). In effect He was saying, “Don’t worry about the future. Even though it will have its share of problems, worrying about those problems now doesn’t accomplish anything. Just deal with them as they come, for there’s no way to solve them in advance.”
Planning and providing for tomorrow is good, but worrying about it is sin because God is the God of tomorrow just as He is the God of today. Your anxiety about the future is really doubt in the Lord’s sovereign control.Lamentations 3:23 tells us His mercies “are new every morning.” Put your confidence in the Lord’s daily grace and provision and you’ll be less prone to panic about an uncertain future.
Worry paralyzes its victim, making him or her too upset to accomplish anything else. It hijacks your focus and forces you mentally into tomorrow, occupying your mind with doubts about details you cannot control. The Lord says you have enough to deal with today. Apply today’s resources to today’s needs or you will lose today’s joy.
Lack of joy is a sin for God’s people. By worrying about tomorrow, many believers miss the victory God would give them today. That’s not fair to Him. “This is the day which the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it” (Psalm 118:24, emphasis added). God gives you the glorious gift of life today; live in the light and full joy of that day, using the resources He supplies. Don’t push yourself into the future and forfeit the day’s joy over some tomorrow that may never happen. Today is all you really have, for God permits none of us to live in tomorrow until it turns into today. Jay Adams, who has written excellent materials on counseling those who struggle with anxiety and other sins, adds this:
Tomorrow always belongs to God. . . . Whenever we try to take hold of it, we try to steal what belongs to Him. Sinners want what is not theirs to have, and thereby destroy themselves. God has given us only today. He strongly forbids us to become concerned about what might happen. . . . Worriers not only want what has been forbidden, but also fail to use what has been given to them (What Do You Do When You Worry All the Time? pamphlet [Philipsburg, NJ: P & R, 1975]).
Realize God gives you strength one day at a time. He gives you what you need, when you need it. He doesn’t encumber you with excess baggage.
Perhaps your worst fear is how you’d handle a loved one’s death. Let me assure you as a pastor who has kept watch over many Christians finding themselves in that situation, this is the attitude I most often encounter: “It is so wonderful how God has sustained me! I naturally miss my beloved, but I feel such incredible strength and confidence and a gladness in my heart that my loved one is with the Lord.” God gives us His grace in the hour we need it. If we worry about the future now, we double our pain without having the grace to deal with it.
“Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever” (Hebrews 13:8). That means He will be doing the same thing tomorrow that He was doing yesterday. If you have any question about the future, look at the past. Did He sustain you then? He will sustain you in the future.
(Adapted from Anxious for Nothing.)

Tuesday, August 14, 2012


progress with my blankie......but my harddrive died today.....huhuhuh

Monday, August 13, 2012


my precious little girl..... studying for her exams.
my stash!,,,,,my new crazy boredom buster..... but im still bored!  rain rain go away please! shoo